... to explain this. I feel depressed lately which I usually don't get and it's been getting worse lately. I don't know what it is and it's hard to explain, if I have to, since I don't speak fairly much about my feelings or about myself for that matter.
I don't know if its all the stress, which I'm sure it is, but I just want everything to get better soon. I really do need a break but even with Spring Break coming up in 2 weeks, it's not coming fast enough. I don't think anyone understands how hard I'm working right now. Yeah it seems that all I do at home is go on social networks and just laze around, but really I'm trying really hard to balance school and work at the same time. I do try to make the effort to study and I do have work to be done for classes, but I don't think anyone understands how hard it is. It's my last semester, but people just don't seem to care to leave me alone. What's with the constant noise? What's with asking me to do something for you when you know I'm busy? Why is it that when I really am doing something you'll come up to me when it's something not that important
I'm usually a calm person. But everything is building up inside of me right now and I feel like I'm going to go crazy. I'm so stressed, I'm tired, depressed and have a little anxiety and all this makes me want to cry. I don't normally get these kinds of feelings since I'm always happy-go-lucky and laughing away at stuff but ... I don't know. There's just some things going around in my head lately which isn't normal and I don't know what it'll take for it to go away. Taking one day at a time.. we'll see how I feel in the morning. Sleeping earlier than usual. Not sure if It's a good decision since I still have to work on a lab report, but I just can't take it right now.
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