.. finish editing my Graduation post, but I'll have to do that later. I've hit a nerve in myself that I wouldn't think I would get to so lately ive been feeling too many emotions that range from depression to anger to jealousy. It sucks. I feel the need to write about it, but right now I just dont know how to express myself.
I might have to do this privately but I just wanted to announce this to the world just as a first step of realization that these emotions are there. And I say that because I'm not usually one to speak out about this kind of stuff. I usually bottle it in or shrug it off. but I guess I finally hit a nerve..
Showing posts with label Rant. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Rant. Show all posts
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
Thursday, March 1, 2012
Horrible, Just Horrible..
I probably had the worst work experience i've ever had. Usually when I encounter... interesting... people, I just laugh it off later, but I was so irritated today by all the dumbfuckery of rude and obnoxious people.
This one guy came in wanting to buy 11 dozen cupcake sized cakes. I went to the back to gather 7 more boxes from the back, as the case in the front had 4 already there. When I came out the guy had asked me if we were able to give him a separate box. I went to the back to ask if that were possible and they told me to tell the guy that we can't do that since the cakes will probably topple over since the boxes are so big. I came back out and told him but he said he was willing to take the risk. I said I was sorry that were not able to do so and he started to get irate, telling me that he's buying 11 dozen of our cakes so why can't he do that. Again I had apologized and, of course yelling AT me, he tells me forget it and walks out angry. As if its such a big deal...
This one lady kept asking me questions. I wouldn't mind so much since I like talking to the customers, but when she was asking really obnoxiously. She kept asking the same questions over and over again, not only that, she insisted on seeing the decorations in person, even tho we do have images of them on the cakes already. She also kept asking about having a box for the cake or making sure the cake was wrapped. It was just chaos with this lady. And when she asked me about seeing the decorations in person, she took a good 5-10 min talking to someone else even though I was standing right there waiting to show her what she had JUST asked for.
The lady that she was talking to also got on my nerves. She kept asking questions as well, but even more obnoxious questions. Which cakes are fresh (um all of them)? Which cakes were just recently made (umm.. really.. all of them)? What are the ingredients, What chocolate do we use, where are the ingredients coming from, blah blah blah. its like... come on lady really? If you got a problem with it, then make your own damn cake.
The last lady that came in right before I was done with my shift was the WORST of the day. Coming in with a coupon for another store, she told me she was able to use it here. I questioned her twice about it and the more I asked, I could tell she was getting irritated. I asked my boss and she told me it was alright and the lady started gloating like "SEE, I TOLD YOU I COULD USE IT HERE!!" and she was basically telling my boss that I was giving her problems, but why is it my problem for questioning her for coming in to our store with another stores coupon. Even though she told me my boss said it was ok, well my boss didnt tell me, how am I supposed to know if its alright or not. First of all, you didnt have to give me attitude, second you didn't have to gloat and third, you didnt have to be so rude about it the whole time and snatch the bag out of my hands.
That lady was seriously the customer of the day and I swear that I was ready to say something I shouldnt right when I clocked out. Ive never had such a worse day on a job.... I couldn't wait to leave for the day.
This one guy came in wanting to buy 11 dozen cupcake sized cakes. I went to the back to gather 7 more boxes from the back, as the case in the front had 4 already there. When I came out the guy had asked me if we were able to give him a separate box. I went to the back to ask if that were possible and they told me to tell the guy that we can't do that since the cakes will probably topple over since the boxes are so big. I came back out and told him but he said he was willing to take the risk. I said I was sorry that were not able to do so and he started to get irate, telling me that he's buying 11 dozen of our cakes so why can't he do that. Again I had apologized and, of course yelling AT me, he tells me forget it and walks out angry. As if its such a big deal...
This one lady kept asking me questions. I wouldn't mind so much since I like talking to the customers, but when she was asking really obnoxiously. She kept asking the same questions over and over again, not only that, she insisted on seeing the decorations in person, even tho we do have images of them on the cakes already. She also kept asking about having a box for the cake or making sure the cake was wrapped. It was just chaos with this lady. And when she asked me about seeing the decorations in person, she took a good 5-10 min talking to someone else even though I was standing right there waiting to show her what she had JUST asked for.
The lady that she was talking to also got on my nerves. She kept asking questions as well, but even more obnoxious questions. Which cakes are fresh (um all of them)? Which cakes were just recently made (umm.. really.. all of them)? What are the ingredients, What chocolate do we use, where are the ingredients coming from, blah blah blah. its like... come on lady really? If you got a problem with it, then make your own damn cake.
The last lady that came in right before I was done with my shift was the WORST of the day. Coming in with a coupon for another store, she told me she was able to use it here. I questioned her twice about it and the more I asked, I could tell she was getting irritated. I asked my boss and she told me it was alright and the lady started gloating like "SEE, I TOLD YOU I COULD USE IT HERE!!" and she was basically telling my boss that I was giving her problems, but why is it my problem for questioning her for coming in to our store with another stores coupon. Even though she told me my boss said it was ok, well my boss didnt tell me, how am I supposed to know if its alright or not. First of all, you didnt have to give me attitude, second you didn't have to gloat and third, you didnt have to be so rude about it the whole time and snatch the bag out of my hands.
That lady was seriously the customer of the day and I swear that I was ready to say something I shouldnt right when I clocked out. Ive never had such a worse day on a job.... I couldn't wait to leave for the day.
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
WHY?!
I've been so busy with school, so I've neglected to post on here. Work is hella slow right now, which is why I'm updating and i'm about to fall asleep so I need something to entertain me for 45 minutes hahah.
Ive been caught up with a group presentation for parasitology. I hate my group. I don't know how much more I can emphasize that, but that's it..i HATE my group. And heres why:
- Bunch of know-it-alls
- Stuck me with the hardest part of the project
- Made me FINISH it after they finished their parts
- Combined everything together and even had to design it
- Meet at times that are so unconvenient.
Anyways. that's all i gotta say about that. We'll see what happens with grading. Sorry I suck at public speaking, but I did my shit.. all that's left is the group paper which doesnt make any fuckin sense to do cuz how the fuck you gonna do a group paper right? whatever.. that's all. bye
Ive been caught up with a group presentation for parasitology. I hate my group. I don't know how much more I can emphasize that, but that's it..i HATE my group. And heres why:
- Bunch of know-it-alls
- Stuck me with the hardest part of the project
- Made me FINISH it after they finished their parts
- Combined everything together and even had to design it
- Meet at times that are so unconvenient.
Anyways. that's all i gotta say about that. We'll see what happens with grading. Sorry I suck at public speaking, but I did my shit.. all that's left is the group paper which doesnt make any fuckin sense to do cuz how the fuck you gonna do a group paper right? whatever.. that's all. bye
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Disappointed
It's 2nd priority registration time for classes and I'm super disappointed.
1st priority I did an excellent job of picking out a schedule to fit for my major:
- Microbiology + lab
- Parasitology
What sucks is that I can't take the parasitology lab because it doesn't fit into my schedule (overlaps with microbio lecture). That means I have to wait until Fall 2011 to take the class (-_-).
With the 2nd registration, I ended up signing up for 2 crap classes:
- Sex and Relationships
- Race, Gender and Science Fiction
I know.. WTF?! I'm okay with the ethnic studies class because it's an online course, but the human sexuality class is MWF from 8-9, not to mention that I have only that one class on mondays. I was only taking this class cuz a friend of mine asked me to.. turns out she didn't sign up for it (but it's ok, cuz I did that to her last semester lol), but I need units so that's what I have so far. Now, I can sign up for other classes, in about 2 hours during the open registration, for something else instead of that human sexuality class, but do i really want to juggle my schedule around right now since the only classes available to fit my schedule are waiting list only? That's going to be a gamble to drop a class I'm already in for a class to see if I can get added.
My registration classes isnt the only thing that's bothering me. The fact that this summer course I'm taking right now was just a waste of my summer. I feel lke I'm about to fail (and trust me, i'm not exaggerating) and I just basically wasted 3 units to drop my GPA lower than it already is. And I cant retake this course in the Fall because it overlaps with microbio lecture too..
I also took a look at my DARS report. My calculus grade sticks out like a sore thumb and I can't retake that course on campus anymore.. which means I got to take it during the next summer or take it somewhere else during the semester, which will be harder to do.
I need a break from school shit. I need that vacation NOW.
1st priority I did an excellent job of picking out a schedule to fit for my major:
- Microbiology + lab
- Parasitology
What sucks is that I can't take the parasitology lab because it doesn't fit into my schedule (overlaps with microbio lecture). That means I have to wait until Fall 2011 to take the class (-_-).
With the 2nd registration, I ended up signing up for 2 crap classes:
- Sex and Relationships
- Race, Gender and Science Fiction
I know.. WTF?! I'm okay with the ethnic studies class because it's an online course, but the human sexuality class is MWF from 8-9, not to mention that I have only that one class on mondays. I was only taking this class cuz a friend of mine asked me to.. turns out she didn't sign up for it (but it's ok, cuz I did that to her last semester lol), but I need units so that's what I have so far. Now, I can sign up for other classes, in about 2 hours during the open registration, for something else instead of that human sexuality class, but do i really want to juggle my schedule around right now since the only classes available to fit my schedule are waiting list only? That's going to be a gamble to drop a class I'm already in for a class to see if I can get added.
My registration classes isnt the only thing that's bothering me. The fact that this summer course I'm taking right now was just a waste of my summer. I feel lke I'm about to fail (and trust me, i'm not exaggerating) and I just basically wasted 3 units to drop my GPA lower than it already is. And I cant retake this course in the Fall because it overlaps with microbio lecture too..
I also took a look at my DARS report. My calculus grade sticks out like a sore thumb and I can't retake that course on campus anymore.. which means I got to take it during the next summer or take it somewhere else during the semester, which will be harder to do.
I need a break from school shit. I need that vacation NOW.
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Who's Paying for That?
I have a habit of going on vacation without any money haha.
If I knew I was going to the East Coast, I wouldn't have vacationed in Seattle until next year =/
Sure it was a great trip and definitely worth it, but now i'm broke again and not sure how i'm going to pay for anything...
If I knew I was going to the East Coast, I wouldn't have vacationed in Seattle until next year =/
Sure it was a great trip and definitely worth it, but now i'm broke again and not sure how i'm going to pay for anything...
Monday, June 14, 2010
Oh Really?
Talk about paranoid..
Not sure if I can mention so much because this is public, but it's just stupid that you have to be so damn paranoid.
You're fuckin OCD and it pisses me off because you're fuckin paranoid about something you shouldnt. And then you get angry with everything when really it's your own fault. Calm the fuck down and just deal with it. That's why you're always angry is because you like to blame others.
Not sure if I can mention so much because this is public, but it's just stupid that you have to be so damn paranoid.
You're fuckin OCD and it pisses me off because you're fuckin paranoid about something you shouldnt. And then you get angry with everything when really it's your own fault. Calm the fuck down and just deal with it. That's why you're always angry is because you like to blame others.
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Angry Much?
I just sent out 3 angry tweets in a row over a stupid jewelry box in this store. I don't even know why i'm so angry about it.. maybe i'm just irritated as is haha.
Im getting frustrated with trip planning because of the money issue. im completely broke...
i need to pay for my bills still, and i have like $12 in my wallet right now.. ONLY.. wtf? whered all my money go? arrgg...
Im getting frustrated with trip planning because of the money issue. im completely broke...
i need to pay for my bills still, and i have like $12 in my wallet right now.. ONLY.. wtf? whered all my money go? arrgg...
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Hella Annoying
I hate being at home sometimes..
yanno.. i dont mind being home alone.. cuz then i can get some peace and quiet.. but when i have shit to do and people are at home, thats when they tend to do the most noise.
how hard is it to pick up a damn dinner plate? or pick up a fork without making all that stupid ass clanging noise? ITS NOT THAT HARD.. JUST PICK IT UP AND GO. shit.. its driving me crazy and it pisses me off so much.
That's why i hate lazy Sundays.. cuz thats when everyones lazy to do shit ahaha
yanno.. i dont mind being home alone.. cuz then i can get some peace and quiet.. but when i have shit to do and people are at home, thats when they tend to do the most noise.
how hard is it to pick up a damn dinner plate? or pick up a fork without making all that stupid ass clanging noise? ITS NOT THAT HARD.. JUST PICK IT UP AND GO. shit.. its driving me crazy and it pisses me off so much.
That's why i hate lazy Sundays.. cuz thats when everyones lazy to do shit ahaha
Friday, May 21, 2010
In That Mood...
This may be a really long rant.. so if you're not interested, dont read.
I have so many doubts and regrets lately, it's not even funny. I have so many things running through my mind that it's hard to sleep at night sometimes. There's just so much I want to talk about, but i don't know where to start.. but if i don't let SOMETHING out, i might go crazy..
Finals ended today and i'm praying sooooo hard that I passed just so i can continue on in my studies. Im tired of retaking classes.. i'm tired of having to be such a lazy person that it's my own fault for not passing in the first place. I try SOO hard in order to study, but my priorities get thrown somewhere else. My mind races like crazy and it pains me to see myself trying to give self-pity when I know it's my own fault.
Lately my mind focuses on one thing, or I should say one person. I love using twitter because it's something where you can get updates instantly from people.. but at the same down, the downfall is sending in a reply which later you regret saying. I went from "think before you type" or "type it, think if it's ok to send, then erase it" to sending in an instant reply and later i feel like an idiot for doing it. I don't want to call myself a fangirl.. im done with that.. but because I cant call myself that, then what am I? I think i'm CRAZY!. like seriously.. my mind goes 24/7 to this person.. and then every tweet, i just want to reply and when I end up doing so.. i feel like an idiot. By the time I want to erase it, a reply gets sent back and I get even more depressed because it's always a reply that I never want it to be. And just admitting that makes me feel bad about myself. Self-pity #2..
Lastly.. i feel like everyone's getting to do their own thing. Everyones graduating this semester, or at least it feels that way, and here I am stuck at school. I always want to hang out (which I know I shouldnt), but everyone always seems like they already got plans with other people. I know I shouldn't be like "oh why don't they want to hang with me?" or feel left out or anything, but you know.. you just cant help that.
I guess the whole feeling is that I'm lonely lately. I don't really have anyone to talk to.. and everyone knows that I cant talk about this kind of stuff with my family. I'm the quiet one, who usually always seems happy...
I guess I need some alone time to think over some stuff. Trying to keep get my spirit back =/
I have so many doubts and regrets lately, it's not even funny. I have so many things running through my mind that it's hard to sleep at night sometimes. There's just so much I want to talk about, but i don't know where to start.. but if i don't let SOMETHING out, i might go crazy..
Finals ended today and i'm praying sooooo hard that I passed just so i can continue on in my studies. Im tired of retaking classes.. i'm tired of having to be such a lazy person that it's my own fault for not passing in the first place. I try SOO hard in order to study, but my priorities get thrown somewhere else. My mind races like crazy and it pains me to see myself trying to give self-pity when I know it's my own fault.
Lately my mind focuses on one thing, or I should say one person. I love using twitter because it's something where you can get updates instantly from people.. but at the same down, the downfall is sending in a reply which later you regret saying. I went from "think before you type" or "type it, think if it's ok to send, then erase it" to sending in an instant reply and later i feel like an idiot for doing it. I don't want to call myself a fangirl.. im done with that.. but because I cant call myself that, then what am I? I think i'm CRAZY!. like seriously.. my mind goes 24/7 to this person.. and then every tweet, i just want to reply and when I end up doing so.. i feel like an idiot. By the time I want to erase it, a reply gets sent back and I get even more depressed because it's always a reply that I never want it to be. And just admitting that makes me feel bad about myself. Self-pity #2..
Lastly.. i feel like everyone's getting to do their own thing. Everyones graduating this semester, or at least it feels that way, and here I am stuck at school. I always want to hang out (which I know I shouldnt), but everyone always seems like they already got plans with other people. I know I shouldn't be like "oh why don't they want to hang with me?" or feel left out or anything, but you know.. you just cant help that.
I guess the whole feeling is that I'm lonely lately. I don't really have anyone to talk to.. and everyone knows that I cant talk about this kind of stuff with my family. I'm the quiet one, who usually always seems happy...
I guess I need some alone time to think over some stuff. Trying to keep get my spirit back =/
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Work Stories..
Like always, I have something to mention that goes on at work, whether it's something funny or annoying.
It's only 12 and ive been here for an hour, and already I have so much to say haha.
The first people that came in was a mother with her 2 kids. The oldest daughter just kept whining over random crap and I was getting hella irritated.
girl: Moooooom! why are we in here?
mom: just to look..
girl: but whhhyyyyy................................. I WANT MY OWN PEN!
short attention span hahaha.
She ended up getting her own pen.. but when i put that pen in a bag she went another step to annoy me
girl: es-cuse me... es-cuse me..... can you put my things in my bag?
me: what things?
*stands to the side of me with her coin purse*
girl: can you put this in my bag too?
me: uhh.. sure?
HAHA im sure it'd be cute if she hadn't already annoyed me with her whining earlier XD
This old man came straight into the store, which i had no idea why... looked around then left without saying anything o_O creeper haha
Then this other guy came in after him and looked around a bit as well
man: umm.. do you sell the clothes for the dolls?
me: no sorry..
man: oh... umm.. do you know which stores have them?
me: pretty much all of them except ours
HAHAHAHAHA we both started laughing.. sorry guy XD
It's only 12 and ive been here for an hour, and already I have so much to say haha.
The first people that came in was a mother with her 2 kids. The oldest daughter just kept whining over random crap and I was getting hella irritated.
girl: Moooooom! why are we in here?
mom: just to look..
girl: but whhhyyyyy................................. I WANT MY OWN PEN!
short attention span hahaha.
She ended up getting her own pen.. but when i put that pen in a bag she went another step to annoy me
girl: es-cuse me... es-cuse me..... can you put my things in my bag?
me: what things?
*stands to the side of me with her coin purse*
girl: can you put this in my bag too?
me: uhh.. sure?
HAHA im sure it'd be cute if she hadn't already annoyed me with her whining earlier XD
This old man came straight into the store, which i had no idea why... looked around then left without saying anything o_O creeper haha
Then this other guy came in after him and looked around a bit as well
man: umm.. do you sell the clothes for the dolls?
me: no sorry..
man: oh... umm.. do you know which stores have them?
me: pretty much all of them except ours
HAHAHAHAHA we both started laughing.. sorry guy XD
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